broken

i've officially stumped my doctor -- in his words, not mine.  so now it's on to a specialist.  it's hard to keep it together when i can't help feeling like my body is alittle broken.  but notice i said my body.  my spirit, for now, is still intact... barely.  but it is.

tonight's pick-me-up:  coldplay - fix you.

song savior

i was in the mood for some taylor swift today so broke out her holiday collection.  there's a song on the album that i especially like called, "christmas must be something more."  it was the perfect song for how i've been feeling lately about the materialistic side of the holidays... christmas really is something more!

i love when a song really hits the spot.