ONE

Dear Sophia Grace,

Happy first birthday!  Our baby is ONE!!

As I sit here reflecting on the year we've had as a family, there's no doubt that you've taught me how to navigate though motherhood while getting to know myself better in the process.  We're learning together, and I'm being reintroduced to the world through every milestone and moment.

Tonight you were pushing up from the ground with straight arms and legs, and I thought, It's only a matter of time before you take your first steps.  How can that be?  Wasn't it just yesterday that you were protesting tummy time, giving us gassy smiles, sporting the spiky poof, wiggling out of your swaddle?  Now we have a cruiser who's opening cabinets, tossing toys, clapping on demand, and already giving us the eyebrow raise.

You have somehow found that delicate balance most of us would aim to achieve.  You're funny (sometimes even laughing to yourself) and attentive (watching for our reactions), fearless (wanting to catapult off the bed) but logical (realizing you need Daddy to help you walk with your hands), spirited (always on the go) while well-mannered (at least when you're not getting your diaper changed), tenderhearted (a total sweetheart) and strong (but able to hang with the big kids).  You're giving.  Lately you've been offering your toys to others with a smile and do not seem to mind if they're not returned.  You love to dance, and I hope you'll never stop wanting to.  You light up our world, and in turn, our hearts are full.

On your first birthday I wish you happiness with a slice of wholesomeness, sprinkled with loads of fun, and topped with extra hugs and kisses.

Love you baby,

Mommy