today marks my first full month of blogging. i'll admit, it hasn't been easy. my poor husband has had a number of sleepless nights as a result of the tapping and clicking of my fingers against my keyboard. i've started to schedule my lunch breaks, evenings, and weekends around my blog time. my mind hasn't stopped running during my commute, when i'm constantly organizing my thoughts, thinking and rethinking my words. i've routinely looked up terms and phrases to ensure i'm using them correctly, to pinpoint that perfect usage which will encapsulate what i'm feeling. i've struggled to come up with topics to write about and even when i know what i want to write, i don't really know exactly what i want to write, how to say it, how to express myself. the words used to flow from me as a teenager but that has since changed.
yet this is the whole reason i vowed to do this.. to share, to write down these thoughts, to find a way to articulate. and to do it, consciously, at least once a day.
and so, i move forward.. 334 more days to find my niche again.
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